Dear God, please help me become independent. 

At some point and at some moment I feel like it’s just me alone in this entire universe. I go way beyond daydreaming and be in my own big world of fantasy. Bad thing it only happens for a good few minutes. Back to reality. It’s crazy how something so small can change my mood. Lately I been feeling out of place with him and it has been killing me inside. Reason why I always seem to argue with him. Haven’t been able to have a normal conversation with him. I miss him. Do I feel awful that I just tend to start an argument with him just so I can have his attention? Of course. But what happened today, we calmed down and let each other go to take a breath. Hours later I received the most simplest small four lettered words, “I love you sweetie”. How can something so small change the way I felt? He cares, worries, considers, tries, everything that a girl would want in a man he has and he uses them. He loves me for the horrible person that I am. No matter what the situation and no matter how bad i make him mad he is still there for me and he never lets me down. At the end of the day he loves me unconditionally and for that reason; Those four words are so not small after all.

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Long distance relationships are not for the faint of heart. Just like any proximal relationship, they require dedication, communication, patience, trust, and of course, compatibility. If you’re about to be deployed, move off to college, or have met someone online and are willing to put work into a long distance relationship, here are 12 tips to give it every chance to thrive.

• Talk about it beforehand. Ask the important questions, like whether or not they’d be willing to relocate if the relationship grows more serious. Although it may seem awkward, it’s best to also set the ground rules for whether or not you’ll be dating exclusively.
• Make a goal. What do you want out of the relationship? Having goals in mind for the relationship will help steer you in the right direction, and will help your LDR succeed.
• Maintain contact. This is extremely important! Call or Skype one another at least every two days, and feel free to text, email, and tweet to fill the voids. Especially take advantage of video chat, too.
• Do things together. It may sounds strange, since you’re so far apart, but these days you can plan to have virtual dates to maintain closeness. Think about watching a movie together on Netflix or play a game online. Loving From a Distance has an awesome list of 99 activities and ideas for LDR couples.
• Don’t be controlling. This will just drive your partner away. Being in a long distance relationship requires extreme trust, and it can take time to build.
• Talk about the future. This is someone similar to creating goals together, but maintaining that momentum while you’re apart. Talking about the future will push you forward.

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I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn’t miss that comfortable feeling with a person? Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything, and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. Can’t forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the “remember whens”, I remember it all. And it’s funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can’t get it out of my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way, I learned one good thing about life; it goes on, you just gotta pick yourself up and learn to keep up

I always wanted that high school sweet heart type shit. That didn’t work out obviously #WOMP